Foundation
Premise
Starting point
Reference point
Building structure
Basis
Romantic me wanted a new start
Emotional me needed to do what I needed
Practical me took a leap of faith
Financial me got a personal loan
We all hoped for the best
Now it is raining and shining
So brightly in the same hour
The same day shows me the four seasons
I am running out of strength
I am running out of love
The kind I need to have for myself because they couldn’t give it
The kind they didn’t teach me
The kind I accidentally learnt from strangers along the way
The unconditional patience and capacity is waining
It wanes when I get calls from insurance companies
It wanes when I get harassed by morons
All I want is a nice little home with a nice person and eventually a family that is
Functional
To the best of my capacity
Because despite set-backs
I still refuse to believe that
this is all I get