Coming up for air
Coming out for light
Transcending
Checking out
Opening up
My perception has shifted
I have new thoughts
I have forgotten what my comfort zone was
Things are both less and more important
Connection is so different I cannot explain it in terms of its origins
Tragedy has another definition
Pain is not so frightening
Loss is not unilateral
Possibilities become endless
Patterns become less obvious
Randomness makes more sense
Responsibility and credit seem superfluous
The lack of control becomes the penalty and the gift
Entitlement has to be forgotten
Faith needs to replace it
Appreciation of what was
for what it was and what it could never be
Not comparing
Feeling secure in the emotion, the connection, the bond and the experience
That whatever happens to other people
does not affect
my sense of self-worth
Everything is unfair
The determined advantage
The pre-determined disadvantage
My legs when others have none
My food when children are hungry
My home when people are fleeing
Nobody deserves it
It
being everything
We can do so much about so much
But letting go by doing nothing
seems to go against my nature
But I have to leave this space now
There is nothing more to be done now
It is finally over now